Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take.
Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come.
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle. something but the past and done.
Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start this over.
tattoos:
right sleeve in progress
left&right hands
piercing:
stretched lobes
industrial
cartilage
two nostrils
nipples
Show @ 6th Saint-Petersburg Tattoo festival: good ol' hand burning
Piercings
Left ear: Industrial, cartilage, 5mm x2 + 2mm lobe
Tattoos
Preparing to suspend: showing off my starz @ extreme art studio
Ok, here it is
2008/10/07 04:58 Took me like 15 minutes, a 16th century map and a 16th century painting to put together this one (the voices that tell me what to do said "we need it almost now").
Album is nearly finished too and I did all the album art, so more pictures to follow.
2008/09/21 02:56 And btw we're not coming to SideShow Night in Helsinki because of the fucking bureaucracy.
The visas we'll be ready only in the beginning of October.
The good news are - our band (para bellvm - www.parabellvm.ru) is actually doing a real tour, it will be a joint tour with our friends Expretus (www.myspace.com/EXPRETUS) from Germany, the dates are:
Dresden, Germany
Berlin, Germany
Pilsen, Czech
Ústi, Czech
Warsaw, Poland
Vilnius, Lithuania
Riga, Latvia
Tampere, Finland
Helsinki, Finland
St. Petersburg, Russia
Moscow, Russia
Do I need to tell how happy am I about this? I'm so happy I'm about to crap myself! New album is nearly finished too, so next month is like one big rehearsal, but then - tour, tour, tour.
Picture is just for drawing attention purposes - me playing with the band at RiP magazine birthday party, you can see more here
Another suspension party in Extreme Art tattoo studio
2008/09/19 17:21 Ok, these are from our latest sus party featuring first suspendee - our dear Kladbische from Kiev, Ukraine, check out amazing Seal of the Imperium tattoo (it comes from Warhammer 40.000) on the back of her head. You can also see me/my dear wife clockorange putting hooks in and staruha, the strainer man (iam: devil_rejects) - look at all the suspension and skewering scars on his back.
Most of the photos shot by clockorange.
2008/07/26 11:32 Posted some pretty intersting stuff into my mod tracker, including some of the suspensions I did and my parts in Apokalypse Party shows - our little sweet sideshow.
An educative stroy about ear stretching and jewelry
2008/07/25 00:03 First of all - i've gone a long way with my left earlobe piercings - they were originally done by pistol, one by one during like half of the year period. I wore some awful silver earrings and still kinda surprised everything was practically alright considering almost total lack of care.
Some time ago I stretched all three pierces in left lobe to 4mm and pierced right lobe in three places to match the left, then I slowly stretched all 6 piercings to 5mm, reversed some of them, stretched again and came to 5mm-5mm-2mm structure in both ears and put really cool 5mm BCRs in all four 5mm pierces.
The interesting and educative part is that steel 5mm BCRs are pretty heavy (I liked that very much) and they actually gave me something like decubital sore inside the piercings, although everything was done perfectly right - except the pistol - stretching with tapers, surgical steel BCRs, procedures partly done in studio, partly at home, but all in best possible sterile environment.
Now I ended up with really nice 5mm acrylic plugs, I'm very happy about them cause they look very nice, care is a breeze and all four piercing recovered and healed very fast, made the daddy proud.
This story is dedicated to young stupid asses (young stupid asses, you know I'm talking about you) who love to stretch piercings 1mm to 20mm in one go, using these chinese acrylic claws/talons - those are not for stretching! My point is - there's always risk, even if you do everything the right way, and if you do a lot of stupid shit - it can end very and very bad, I've seen a lot of awful stuff and even experienced some myself - be extremely careful, take care of your mods and see a professional at the first glance of something going wrong.
2008/01/03 16:07 Our little freak show was featured 5 times in modblog and we're all so glad about it, i even created a section in my info with links to those posts, but what i am extremely proud of, it's the three of my photos used in first post, i thought those worth posting here, like how they turned out very much.
All three featuring my dear wife
2008/01/02 23:35 Deleted some of 'just picture and really short description' entries, since i want to try having more thoughtful journal here. So i'm starting having a really nice iam, filling modtracker now.
Found really nice quote in Smashing Pumkins song 'Starz', used it for picture description of star tattoos on my hands:
The stars that shine, stars that bleed
Silver seeking destiny
So follow please
This hurts so much, this knowing carries me
we want so bad, we forget we are free
Spirit smile on
Deep black diamonds, so rise the lost toys
Island of white noise
and purple haze
We are starz
What hurts so much
is knowing we are free!
2007/12/23 18:51 since bme slowly coming back to normal i'm happy to continue writing here, latest update - got dreadlocks, not a full scale bodmod, but i'm totally happy anyway.
friends are saying that i look like resurrected bob marley who took up tattoo and piercing :P.
gonna post soon new tattoos and other stuff soon, and some thoughts about russian suspension scene, done a lot of suspension events lately.
